How to Overcome Disappointment After an OCD Spiral During Important Events

By Matt Codde, LCSW – Restored Minds

Experiencing an OCD or anxiety spiral during a special event can leave you feeling disappointed, guilty, or even ashamed. If you’ve ever looked forward to a vacation, milestone, or family event—only for OCD and anxiety to overshadow everything—you’re not alone. In this post, I’ll walk you through how to move beyond those feelings and regain hope for future experiences.

Why Do OCD Spirals Feel Like They “Ruin” Important Moments?

Many people with OCD and anxiety report experiencing what I call “anticipatory anxiety.” We start to worry not just about the event itself, but about whether our intrusive thoughts or anxious feelings will show up and interfere with our enjoyment. This can turn significant events like vacations, weddings, or even simple outings into battlegrounds with our own minds.

This leads to a painful cycle:

• Before the event: Anxiety about having anxiety, worrying OCD will strike.

• During the event: The actual spiral occurs, leading to regret or shame about how you felt.

• After the event: You beat yourself up, replaying it and fearing it will happen again in the future.

If this resonates with your experience, know that this reaction is normal. You’re not failing, and your feelings are valid.

Why Guilt and Shame Don’t Help—and What Matters More

Here’s a key insight: How you feel isn’t as important as what you do. You may remember feeling overwhelmed or just “getting through” the event, but your loved ones remember that you showed up. For example, your children won’t recall if you were anxious at their soccer game—they’ll remember you were there for them.

Focusing too much on managing or suppressing your thoughts and feelings (like trying not to think of a white bear) often makes things worse. The more we resist anxiety or intrusive thoughts, the more persistent they become.

Breaking the Cycle: Shifting Your Approach

Instead of judging the quality of an event by how little anxiety you felt, measure success by your willingness to participate despite discomfort. The goal isn’t to never feel anxious; it’s to live your life alongside those feelings, growing your skills over time.

If you’re reflecting on a past event and feel disappointed or hopeless, remember:

• You did your best with what you knew at the time.

• Every experience is a chance to learn and refine your approach.

• You shouldn’t shame yourself for navigating a difficult situation the best way you could.

Each time you engage with support, learn new skills, or simply try again, you’re evolving. Maybe your first trip was riddled with anxiety, and the next one, you had a few good days. That progress is real and meaningful.

Looking Forward: Why There’s Hope

You have every right to look forward to future events with optimism. Overcoming OCD and anxiety is a journey. Get support—don’t try to “fix” this on your own. Guidance and community can lighten the burden and speed up your learning curve. At Restored Minds, we offer resources, live support, and programs designed exactly for this.

Key Takeaways

• Feeling disappointment or shame after an OCD spiral is normal, but not permanent.

• Judge your progress by showing up, not how you felt.

• Resisting intrusive thoughts or feelings often backfires.

• Every struggle is a chance to refine your skills—progress is possible.

• You’re not alone, and support is available to help you reclaim hope for the future.

If you need help with OCD or anxiety, visit RestoredMinds.com to take our free assessment or learn about our programs. Keep showing up for your own life—growth happens one step at a time.